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| i have a few announcements.
1) i lost my job. anyone know who's hiring for good pay and plenty of hours?
2) i'm going on a diet with plenty of rigorous exercise. i've been gaining weight again.
3) here's the one at will make a couple people shit themselves:
i'm moving to michigan in 3 or 4 months...however long it takes me to get a job and save up. detroit area...like royal oak or ferndale. nice places. | | |
| so as most of you know i frequent the [adultswim] web forum. a new tradition, started last year, is [as] stock. once a year, a trip is planned, in which anyone interested participates. last year they went to colorado. this year the trip is being planned most likely in atlanta (thanks to romana's suggestion). i'm going this time around, and its gonna rock. we aim for the weekend of august 10th - 13th.
walkndude420 keeps talking about me taking ominotigre to our destination, but he is definitely in key west, which is about 10 hours south of here. but if le tigre wants to come then he can fly here and i will drive us to atlanta.
my only issue is finding reliable transportation. my car doesn't drive more that 50 mph, which doesnt cut it on the freeway. so now i gotta see if i can't get someone to lemme borrow their car. or see if i can't shell out the cash to get someone over the age of 24 to rent one for me.
plus, i lost my job, and am having a tough time finding one. AAAGGHHH! | | |
| Steve and I broke up for a couple weeks last month, then he came down from May 20th - 30th (he had already bought the tickets, right?). Just in time for my 21st birthday. So we went out to a bar and watched [adult swim] while we had a few beers.
The trip was an overall success and we definitely got a lot of important things worked out. I talked to my mom and she offered her words of wisdom, which she seems to think i don't want to hear. But because of her, i smoothed things over with Steve and we got back together. More importantly we are official. We are closer than ever and he plans on moving to Tallahassee in August to establish residency and will be attending FSU when he is 25 for graduate school.
I was talking with a guy named Jason Lancaster from a local band called Mayday Parade. We discussed us dating and the consequences of them going on tour in a few weeks. I explained that I had just gotten out of a relationship (it was while Steve and I had broken up) and would need to take things slowly. We have been friends since about February when we worked together, and we talked for a while and he had told me a few times tht he was interested, then I didn't hear from him for a week. Then I found out he started dating this girl Pam. I don't know Pam, but the buzz around town is that she blows her money on drugs and is a total whore. That hurt me. This is why I don't put trust in people easily. And why I will never put my trust in anyone in a band again. | | |
| so everyone i know has completely stopped using xanga.
except rae-rae. love you, rae rae.
so i am kinda with this guy steve, but not really. he's in michigan, see. and in the past 3 months i have rejected 4 guys. FOUR GUYS! two of them in the hottest band in tallahassee, all of them SUPER hot.
and i have been doing this because i love this guy. lately we have been discussing whether or not we want to remain as technically single or if we should consider ourselves an item. we intend on moving in together by the end of the year, and until then we had thought we should stay "single"...here's my issue:
Steve: I just don't want shit to hit the fan if I don't get this job, or I can't get out of here as fast as I hope to.
HailtotheCheato: i'm the one who has been anticipting such. thats why ive been talking about getting a place with BJ and Sam...because things might not work out right away
Steve: My problem with that is that I don't think I could wait another few months. I'm looking at this job, that lady with the house, and a shot in the dark elsewhere as my only chances to get with you.
HailtotheCheato: so if they dont work out then you want this to stop?
Steve: I'm saying that I don't think I could handle more waiting.
HailtotheCheato: and if more waiting was required? you wouldnt want to
Steve: It's not a matter of want. I don't want a long-distance relationship either. I want this separation to be a stint that is finite.
HailtotheCheato: it sounds to me like you are saying that if things dont work out when you want them to, then youre going to give it up...and wont pursue me any further. so then that means that i am worth trying to do the improbable but not worth waiting for
Steve: Lindsey, could you stand to wait another year to see if anything happens if nothing happens between this spring-autumn?
HailtotheCheato: i would be willing to wait for it. the result i well worth it to me. i just think that if it wouldnt be worth waiting another yer for then it isnt worth waiting another few months for. it makes me feel like im not really worth it
Steve: You put me in a spot when you say things like that.
HailtotheCheato: you put yourself there by saying anything to begin with
im confused with my life right now. and i definitely cant say that this pleased me at all. i suppose i will just have to hope that things work out. or i lose my love.
c'est la vie | | |
| zOHEMGEE!!!1!1!1one!11!! i haven't posted in like 2 months!
to catch you up right quick...
i got a second job at a convenience store on FSU campus, so i was working two jobs. then i quit books-a-million cuz they're BASTARDS.
i broke up with Ad_Noctum, cuz of differences.
my roommates and i are fully moved into our 3 bedroom 2 bath townehome.
and my butt hurts from sitting on the floor too long...
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